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Thursday, April 7, 2011

A naïve exposé


A day when nothing happens
Yet another when upside down turn things
Thoughts run weird, voice silences
Is this life?

Sun sneaks in
Air feels warmer, opens a new begin
Glide through tough terrains bygone
Life is this too - christen

Silent dances
Animated musicians
Incomplete portraits
Unsung poems
Infinite patterns
Speckled audience
Blurred images of lucid pictures
Nothing seems everything

~Words can only  guess the sense
And sing a melody beyond the fence  
Can a poet play a ploy
On life and its destiny???

Monday, February 7, 2011

Just a thought


There are many mobile service providers competing for name and place in the meadow ; , but tell me if there is one who can provide me this kind of service? Please wait, I shall place me plea :)
(Pardon my ignorance if there already is 1 such.)

The available plans now are plentiful….say for instance 399 Rs. rental every month with any number of free calls to mobiles under same service provider...or 249 Rs. rental with free sms and 600 calls only, over and above 600 calls, per call rate is say x/minute ..say something of this sort.

Can there not be a dynamic plan, where at the end of the month our usage data is analyzed (ofcourse fits only postpaid) and sorted under the plan that suits us best. Say this month, I use my mobile extensively for emailing, the next month there may-be more US calls, month later texting might be my key usage. Anybody out to buy this plan :)? Don’t forget to pay me royalty.

If someone is already offering something similar, pardon my post and please notify me :)

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

GOD KNOWS IT ALL

I have read many moral stories and have even heard from people who could articulate some of them so well that they are spanking new in my memories; But this one - I witnessed from an arm's distance. In fact was a part of it.

My friend Leena hailed from a meager family. She was a brilliant student and managed to do her studies in the best institutions; all by her own, by virtue of her marks she was backed by scholarship everywhere. She had now landed in one of the best MNCs and patiently waited to complete her 5 years service ONLY for the long service award of 5 lakhs. As the eldest daughter she had responsibility to educate her brother, get her younger sister married and clear-off her father's loans. Leena always kept a low profile. I was the only one at work she would speak with. With time I knew her well and also what that 5 lakhs meant to her. It was on Jan 15th that she was going to see her immediate mission come true – she was completing her 5 years in the company on 15th of January. The week of 15th had begun, but with a shocker from HR. The HR manager, an outsider, Mr. Kay Winsley had broadcasted that the service awards were to be discontinued with immediate effect and that people were anyway rewarded with appropriate hikes with each year getting tagged to their experience. Leena was broken. All her hopes were shattered. When she wanted to chat with me I was not around; she had to vent her feelings out with someone. She typed me a mail. 

Hi Kiran,

You try to console me every time I curse my fate.  The ultimate reality is that God isn’t fair. Some people seem to always struggle facing one catastrophe after another with nothing ever going right. What is the fault in me if things go wrong and continue to go wrong with me trying to give the best? Despite my efforts, the life I wish to have is always distant to me and the nearer it gets, farther destiny kicks it.

I have lost faith in everything. My sincere efforts have no place here. It’s all an illusion.

I am very upset, Kiran. Sorry for dumping it on you.

-Leena

Back from my tea break, I opened the outlook to check my mails and decided to read them, with latest first. There were three mails - all from the HR Manager, Kay Winsley. The first mail was a reply to his earlier broadcasted mail: “Correction: Please see the new policy is effective from Feb 1st”.The second mail was a forward from Mr. Kay, but with no subject. That puzzled my mind for a stint till I could open the mail and read its contents. It was Leena's mail to me. She had e-posted it to Mr. Kay by mistake, probably the starting letter “K” was to be blamed. (He had forwarded her-mail-to-me to me. There was only one Kiran in my company and I guess he looked up the data-base for my name). The 3rd unread mail was THE MAIL which had upset Leena – the mail on discontinuing long service rewards. I finished reading my mails to realize it was past 6 and Leena had by then left for the day.

I telephoned her to give the news which at the moment was the only hope to her life. Leena burst in joy.

To this day we do not know if that was just a coincidence, a miracle in blessing or was Mr. Kay so considerate to change the office policy just for the sake of  "one" good worker? Even if he wished, did he have the authority to?

GOD KNOWS IT ALL :)

I can’t forget Leena’s words that she uttered at the emotional moment. “We don’t always understand or want to understand what is in store for us. Call it God, Fate or Destiny – there is something running in the background, but show up in the fore when it feels is the RIGHT time. Focus, sincerity, belief, faith are the investments that pay off. Do not always expect divine rewards; the rewards may come up at divine intervals when it is most needed”!

- This is not in my regular story lines with some interesting twist at the end. Not sure how many will like.

Thursday, December 30, 2010

Happy New Year 2011


Another year, bright and new
An era dawns, fresh and dew
My words of wishes are few
For nothing is left due!

May this year bring the best to everyone, fulfill every dream, bring no tear to any eye and fetch songs of cheer and glory! When I thought - what’s there in it, it’s just another day; My heart whispered - "it’s a blessed day and you are as blessed as the day for you have these near and dear ones to convey your wishes !"

Happy New Year :)
 
Every Happiness Always!

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Stage to Screen


I was restless to hear the ring at the other end of my mobile go by; each time I get ready to sing “Happy Birthday ", all I could hear back was the "Trnnn Trnnn", continuing. This was strange and one of its kind in the last 20 odd years. Sneha would wait for my wish; the first wish for her Birthday every year was mine. With the ring not being answered, I could guess she was not by her phone. I knew things were not going too well with her. But how could she miss my wish?

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I have known Sneha from the age of 5. While I saw myself grooming into a strong bold lady, Sneha was sculpted into a graceful woman. She was a rare beauty! Her slender fingers, her sharp facial features with a gentle smile dressing them all through, her thick hair plaited to walk down with her long legs, her simple dress collections enhancing her curvaceous splendor - she was an archetypal depiction of South Indian beauty. I often would slip down in thoughts - Had I to be a guy, I wouldn’t have missed a single chance to make her my partner for life. She was more beautiful from inside. She had a nature to help others. She was very candid. She was passionate about arts. She was specially devoted to music - was a veena artiste herself. Infact it was this which brought us close. We got to know each other from the Veena class, where we were classmates from a tender age. Years passed, with each getting to know the better of other. While we had few striking contrasts, we had lot similar interests. We had started giving performances together and by the time we were 20, we were affably known in the nearby areas and people looked forward to our concerts.

Sneha grew up in a Christian missionary quite close to my home. Having lost her parents in a calamity in the nearby village at a young age, she learnt to self-support and grew independent. My father was in a Government job with not many transfers which helped my family station at one place. Sneha took up teaching in a nearby school after completing her Bachelors, harmonizing with her nature and personality. I enrolled in an animation course finishing which I had a flattering offer in hand. Despite our different career paths, we made time for our rehearsals during evenings and had a couple of performances on festivities and weekends. Life was beautiful. We saw the seasons unfurl by. With time, we saw the two of us maturing. We enjoyed each minute of our friendship. We met every day to renew it and add more colors. It was an unparalleled relationship ever known.

Soon we were of marriageable age and began to receive proposals from known and interested people. My parents found an eligible boy and got me married. I was lucky to be shifted just a few streets away. Life did not change much. Nishant was an extremely agreeable character, understanding and highly compatible. I often prayed for one such partner for Sneha too. Though he was not fond of music he never stopped my rehearsals with Sneha and our routine continued after my marriage, with the 3rd person - my encouraging partner being a motivating source.

Few months after my marriage, a big marketing company MD, Suhas approached Sneha and sought her hand. Suhas was captivated by her at first glance when he had come to serve a donation to her school. Perfect hair, piercing eyes, and a faultless personality - Just one glimpse of her and one is sure to be mesmerized. Sneha mirrored the same interest and the two got married.

2 years of 2 successful marriages rolled by. Suhas's business started seeing a drift. With too many competitors in the market, he was not able to keep his pace. As we know, with business, it’s either a high or a low, never a mediocre life! In months his business was in rags. This began to reflect on his mood and family. Evenings, back at home after work, all Suhas did was sit in a dark corner and think through the darkness of his life. Sneha knew she wasn’t street smart; she dint consider herself eligible to give business suggestions to Suhas. She wanted to give him time and solitude to help him get out of the setback. She so continued with her routine. Suhas's time began to grow worse with his temper worsening by days. Sneha's music that one enchanted him was now no longer soothing. When she sat to observe her riaz (rehearsal), it felt to him as if she cared nothing for him and lived her own life. For she, on her part thought was trying to ease his mood with music. The sloping days saw no improvement in Suhas’s marketing business. He was conked out. The MBA guy with all his esteem did not have time and patience to heed to his wife. He barely knew, a homely lady like her could help him with his business. Distance grew between them. They both shared the same house, but as roomies and not as partners. Suhas was a nice guy though. The drop in business had blurred his senses. He could not come in terms with reality.

I was with Sneha all the while but did not know of what help I could be. I was daring, I could for sure face Suhas, his temper and set things better between the two; but I did not prefer prodding in their personal affairs, how-much-ever close she was to me.

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Minutes later, Sneha returned my call..."Hey Radha, Sorry I missed your call. Thanks! You called up to wish me. Can we meet for a while? Please... it is a little urgent! Take the day off if you can.”

We met at our usual coffee shop. Unlike the previous years when we celebrated her Birthday cutting a cake, we were today sipping a dull coffee. Sneha cleared her voice and began. “Do you have the contact of Mr. Sharma, MD of the Recording Company who had commended us requesting to sign for an album for their international customers? I think that was some 4 yrs back, during one of our concerts at Cityhall auditorium. Do you mind if we go back to him agreeing with that offer?”…… “Hey that’s perfectly fine Sneha. I am more than happy with your decision. I was infact ready for the recording long back, you weren’t much for it then.” I replied. “No Radha, it isn’t just that” – Sneha added. “Can we do the recording free of cost for Mr. Sharma and request him to give the distribution and marketing of the cds to Suhas. This is the least I can do to him to help him out of the crisis he is in.” –Sneha spoke in a requesting tone.
I gladly agreed. We had a week's relentless practice session; I took the week off since evening practices were almost nil owing to Suhas's moods. By the end of the week, we were all set; I spoke to Mr. Sharma and with no slightest hesitation, he agreed. He cheerfully approved of our deal and our request of not revealing the recording details to Suhas before he signed the agreement.

Things went as planned. The Recording was a grand success. Mr. Sharma was a gentle man. As promised he called Suhas to sign up with him for the distribution. Suhas knew not our plan; the very call from Mr. Sharma was quite motivating for him, it soon was seen in his temperament.

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Clock striked 10. It was a bright Wednesday morning. Suhas had an appointment with Mr. Sharma at 11; he was an hour early. Suhas had a great sense of time and commitment to work. "Mr. Suhas, glad to meet you. I am happy to have you with us for the launch and distribution of a CD to our international customers. Normally we do the distribution ourselves. This time we plan to involve you in this journey of ours. This CD is a beautiful rendition of Indian music to the audience of West. The 2 artistes have played like two lovers enticing each other, trying to outdo one other at places, yet culminating in to leave the appeal. You must listen to it, am sure you will market it with all your soul " - said Mr. Sharma. Suhas wishfully nodded, signed the agreement and took his complimentary copy along.

On reaching his car in the parking, the first he did was unwrap his gift - the complementary CD. In all his mind, he was thinking to rush home and gift the CD to his wife, Sneha, seeking her apology for his recent bad behavior.

Shock, surprise dawns upon Suhas as he reads “SOULFUL – veena recital, with a difference - by Sneha Suhas and Radha Nishant” on the CD cover. To add to his pouring emotions, the footnote read, “Dedicated to my husband Suhas – Sneha”. Suhas was smart to read the many pages that ran behind the day's episode and rushed to his wife thanking her for the thoughtful and timely act, all the same requesting forgiveness for his temper.

Happy era dawns upon the 2 couples again!

Curtains drop with Radha thanking the audience for an overwhelming response to her soon stage-to-be-screened drama.

-Sirish, I could at last bring you to the staging of this drama. You MBA guys have no time for wives and entertainment.huh! I better go and tell Radha that hers is a stolen story; she ought to pay me royalty"



PS: MBA guys out there - no hard feelings please... You just fit in well in my story :)

- Revathi Sridharan

Sunday, November 21, 2010

Sanjay Subramaiam at Nadhasurabhi (22nd nov 2010)

Difficult to keep short a review of Sanjay’s concert. However I shall try to do so.

Vidwan Sanjay Subrahmanyan     Vocal
Vidwan Mysore Nagaraj               Violin
Vidwan Tumkur B.Ravishankar   Mridangam
Vidwan Guruprasanna                 Khanjira

@ Nadasurabhi Annual Music Festival – 2010
Sanjay was at his ever best. I know I say this after every concert of his. But that’s what he does. He keeps the crowd spell bound by his creative explorations. Nothing seems to be left behind to explore! There was tradition, innovation, excellence and an effortless blend of the trio on stage at Nadasurabhi  by Vid. Sanjay Subramaniam today. 

-Varnam - Hindolam
-Shankari neeve - begada
-O raajeevaksha - Aarabhi
-Kanthimathi karuna - kalyani
-Niravadi sukhada - Ravichandrika
-Kori sevimparada – kharaharapriya
-RTP – Tilang, hamsanandi, kadanakuthoohalam, vakulabharanam, bhagyashree
-Ninnaye rathi endru - bhagyashree
-Nanda tanaya govinda - bhagyashree
-Tunbam nergayil – desh
-Mangalam(Pavamana) - sowrashtra

He kept the varnam simple. Subbaraya Shastry’s shankari neeve in begada was a neat presentation. Aarabhi was very articulate. The expressions mirrored fertile imagination. References were peeking in from Sandhinchane swara patterns, yet maintained striking difference. There was a full import of kalyani ragam in “kanthimathi karuna”. The aalapana reflected traditional kalyani  and the krithi was handled with due care considering its vilamba pace. Niravadi sukhada was delightful. Alapana in ravichandrika is a rarity. Sanjay’s committed endeavors in the various departments of this piece kept the interest of the audience high. Neraval at “maamava marakatha” was most welcoming. The 3 swara edupu at mamava-marakatha gives a beautiful space for swara exploration and Sanjay made every bit of it. Then came kharaharapriya. This raga seldom needs extra effort to beautify it; Sanjay glorified the raga. Neraval at pallavi “ Oh rajeevaksha Orajupula juchedha”  was exemplary and had fitting swara prasthara. This was followed by thani.

Pallavi in thilang was surprising. Thilang is mostly set aside as a ragam for the last part of the concerts like devaranamam, abhang, bharathiyar padal. But Sanjay proved that Thilang could dress the center stage of the concert. 2 nishadhas were shown visibly. Thanam was handled with dignity and finesse. The pallavi “Ninnaye rathi endru ninaikiren adi kannamma” though set to a simple talam – chatusra triputa (adi), had its start at atheetha(begins 1 swara behind the tala starting) making it demanding. Pallavi ragamalika encompassed Hamsanandi, kadanakuthoohalam, vakulabharanam and bhagyashree. He interpreted Subramanya Bharathi’s “ninnaye rathi endru” in bhagyashree with the same grit. This was followed by a kannada krithi, yet again in bhagyashree “nanda tanaya gOvindana”. Tunbam nergayil in Desh was the concluding piece. His lucid tamil diction conveyed clearly the meaning of the lyrics with the needed sentiment.

At some point during the RTP, Sanjay paused to say that he couldn’t match to the speed of Sri Nagaraj’s playing to which Nagaraj modestly said - what he was playing today was because of Sanjay’s splendid singing. This reflected Sanjay’s humility. How unassuming! Vid. Mysore Nagaraj’s simple personality contrasts to his violin’s astounding virtuosity and outstanding imagination. Thani avarthanam enveloped a beautiful conversation between Vid. Ravishankar’s mridangam and Vid. Guruprasanna’s khanjira. The percussion vidwans added to the enthusiasm of the main artiste and gave the extra ingredients making the concert a complete success.

Concert highlights: Krithi selections, Rare raga pallavi (thilang), Sanjay’s style and free expressions

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Conversation with God : A drift in the line of thought


At the entrance of HIS abode, a man has this spat with his Lord who denies him entry into heaven.

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So, this man said…
( With a voice of certainty
And a gesture of mellowness )                             

“ I was sent with nothing
And I had nothing to bring back to you…. “

God replied…

“ I gave you everything
But you are left with nothing to carry now; a crook, loser – you are disputing with me?”

Man argued…

“ You just tossed me down, I had a naught.
You gave me not anything, I earned my life”

God disagreed…

“ I gave you …
A family to care
A place to share
Warmth to bear
Fabric to wear ”

God waited; the man had nothing to retort
HE continued..

I bestowed on you …
“ Unconditional love
Unbridled attention
Uncrated freedom
Limitless peace ”     

The man continued his silence…
With a fragile voice, he then asked…

“ What I ought to do now to seek an entry? Don’t make me stand at your gateway as a keeper;  give me a way-out ”

God spoke - “You still hunt for favors from me and end up saying I gave you nothing”. Here is the last I have to suggest, trail back and earn all that you lost in the journey. When you have everything that I gave you, I shall consider letting you in”

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The man wakes up(from his dream) with a jerk and sighs “I thought God is considerate, but He has a note of everything that He loaned me. I may end up incisive-ing on  the lost things for an entire life more. I hope my friends are wise enough not to lose the fine things that God has bestowed on us and later blame Him like I did  -
- Happiness which I lost to greed
- Attention (rampant spotlight that we get as a kid) that I lost to the crave for hyped focus
- Peace of mind which I lost fancying for material things and
- Love which got subdued by hatred due to competition with my own people.
In case you, my friends, line-up with me, start gearing up and keen for the things that you have lost before it gets too late. God may not give everyone a second chance”

A drift in the regular grain of thought :
We usually get to hear this : “We come to Earth with an empty hand and take back nothing when we leave”.
How about this line of thought?  “When born, we are bestowed with everything, but we gradually lose them to the material pleasures. It’s our duty to take them back than go void”

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Any thoughts?  Favoring or contrasting – Most welcome :)